Friday, April 11, 2008

Well I haven't done a blog forever!!! So im repenting lol and doing one today. Wow the last time I wrote in here was January. Wow has life changed. Boy have I changed. I have grown a lot. One thing that I am so excited, is that last Wednesday, Traci and I went to the Dr's. It's official, I guess were pregnant. The ultrasound proves it. Its not just Traci saying she is sick, lol. Ok I was just giving her a hard time, we knew she was pregnant for a few weeks. It was just so awesome to see a child developing in her body. It was surreal. Its crazy to think that I will be a father. Wow scary, awesome, unreal all in one. I am so excited. I am so excited to know that Heavenly Father knows that Traci and I can give this child everything, from teaching he/she (shim) the basics of life, but also teaching them values and religious teachings that will prepare this child to return to there father in heaven. Thats a huge responsibilty. But I know Heavenly Father trusts us that we can do that. And for that I am so grateful for him for giving us that opportunity. We are very excited. Of course Traci is not due until November 4th. So that gives us some time to prepare, and to enjoy just us and Brutus. Well I guess thats big news!!! Life is good. Lately its been some of the hardest times, but some of the best times. You cant have the good with out the bad. Its what we learn. I'm so grateful for Traci, she truly is amazing. She never ceases to amaze me. I truly am so lucky to have her in my life. She goes thru so much everyday with work, with being sick, with being a wife. And then dealing with me!! Your the best babe, I love you. Well I wrote my blog, and I promise ill be better at it now. Bring on the Spring time!!!